Coded Feelings (Written by: Poet Dela & Inspired by: Odehyie EdufuI)

If slowly the muddy pool
becomes a river
Then slowly my admiration for Ohema would turn into love
And if my mother's illness becomes the source of her death
Then I guess my heartbreak would definitely make me heartless

Both my experience and misconception about love
Had made a pure and innovative mind become polluted and contaminated
The scar left in my heart
has made everything related to love
be percieved as evil to me
Even the word love which consist of four letter words turns to have trust issues with me
Now I hate every word which has Four letter words
Hmmmm...

I now HATE every girl
I condemn everything I used to LUST about
I ENVY every successful relationship
and infact,
the taste and aroma of FOOD makes me want to throw up

It is said that every problem has a remedy
Mine is no different because, I'm just not ready
Maybe I'm just not ready to give out the space belonging to My Ohema in my heart
The hope of a reunion is harboured
Past memories and sweet moments are still admired
The taste of her kisses still remains part of my cravings
and the smell of her perfume is still percieved even though she is miles away

Now I believe love exist no more
But I might have a change in mind
A change in mind, might only happen
If my Ohema finds the route to her rightful place in my heart
Then my doubt for love won't be harboured any more.

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